Lying

I miss the lie

My heart so happy that it aches
Smiling so long that it hurts
Distracted at the thought of you
Promises that gave me hope

I miss the lie

Thinking of things that I could do
To make you happy
To make you love me more
To keep you

I miss the lie

Warm hands constantly held
Soft kisses given
Comforting and safe embraces
A brush of cheek to cheek

I miss the lie

Living a lie isn't difficult
When you don't know the truth